Well to start this shit off, I didn't like deviant art at first and I didn't want to touch this site with a 10 foot pole. When I joined MMDC 4 or 5 years ago, I heard alot of bad shit about this place. Back then I was a bashit insane dick sucker who bitched every time Nanamie had a fit and took...her's/his/whatever the fuck it is models down.
Eventually I joined due too MikuMikuDance and friends who I made thanks to MMD. I made my first account a long ass time ago, I was like 11,12 or 13, I can't remember. I don't even remember my first deviant art account name, I ragged deactivated it a long time ago because I was a stupid little girl.
My second oldest deviant art account is Shion-x-yiyi. The only reason it's still up is because I got locked out of the email associated with the account and I am unable to deactivated it. I'm sure this isn't the first upload on this account, but its the oldest.
Back then I was a little bish, crying and upset over the fact I wasn't a popular MMD'er (still not but I don't care). I had a crazy KaitoxMiku fetish, I was making Epic Crazy Randomness and I was still butt hurt about the 1st Momi cup incident >.> (that shit.....acute....oohhhh good times). I swear I wasn't being a attention whore, I was a navi little 8th grader, that Ice the hog bitch....whatever the hell her name was. Anyway thats youtube, where talking about my deviant art story.
Then we have my bashit insane OC, my first OC, my favorite Yiyi. Jesus I really gave her way to many updates, its funny, I never even wrote a back story or anything for her. Thankfully I'm happy with Yiyi's current design(s) and I have no desire (at the moment) to redo her.
Then the PV's, oh don't get me started on the PV's
Wash my blood and Sleeping beauty, good god, none of them are up anymore, remember....I deleted my youtube account for some dumb reson I can't even remember. Well Sleeping beauty is on my Nico account(along with "other" classics) but wash my blood is gone for ever and I think its for the best >.>.
Then. we have the excessive shipping of KaitoxMiku, I mean excessive. I had this sick little fantasy that I could start this huge epic vocloid fan war between KaitoxMeiko and KaitoxMIku, I was way to in to that shit.
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I had serious problems back then
(serious problems)The KaitoxMiku just kept coming
Then I started to fall in love with Kio models, just tossed animasa models to the side(still going through the kio phase)
Then I have my favorite MMD Model that I want to remake and use, because the one in the picture is a big glitch of a model(the Miku one). Hell this is my favorite mmd picture.
Oh and let us not forget.
Fucking.Romeo.And.Cinderella. The last picture gives me heart burn, god I've gotten so much better at making models.
Must we also remember all of those KaitoxMeiko fans I "harassed" back in those days....or people I harassed period.
Thanks to MMD I actually found out what I wanted to do in life and thats to become a professional 3DAnimator/writer. I also met alot of awesome people and I gained alot of watchers and subs that I don't deserve but they have always stuck by me. I might not have 600 or 1000 watchers but I'm thankful for the 120 I have and I don't do enough to show my appreciation towards you guys.
I've improved greatly since I first started using MMD, and I hope to improve even more. I would like to start up Epic crazy Randomness again (project remix) and make many more PV's(and improve my drawing skills drastically)
before I graduate high school.
LIke I said, I met so many awesome people thanks to mmd and it wouldn't be fair for me to list them because I sure there's alot of names would leave out. I still consider these people friends today and they've helped encouraged me to use mmd and to get better. I also apologize to all of those I dissapointed , harassed , attaked and let down in the pass.
Thank you for reading :'3
